i dont know what i could say SAYANG's

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled…the one who could brighten up your day, even if you couldn’t brighten her own. 

Everything changes eventually, that’s just the way life is, and you have no control over it…like, suddenly people who you think are always going to be there…they disappear…you know, people die and move away…and they grow up.

We talk like we know what’s going on, but we don’t. We don’t know anything. We’re young and we’re gonna screw up a lot. We’re gonna keep changing our minds and even sometimes our hearts. And through all that, it the only real thing we can offer each other is forgiveness.

No matter what you do to me, I’m still here, for some odd reason, I stick around and put up with all your mood swings and unkind words. I just let your comments roll off me into a puddle on the floor, I make up excuses why you didn’t call…try to think of all the answers. I keep going back for more even though sometimes you push me away, I don’t’ know if I can do better, but do I really want to? You’re quick to push me down when all I want is to be brought up, when I walk out for good, when I really gain the strength I need…then maybe you will see. .
 

 

#It’s hard to answer the question, ‘what’s wrong?’ when nothings right.